Dec
28
2006
Cancer treatment in my case is pain management. More pain more painkiller case closed, so said my doctor. And some constipation problems, sounds manageable.
What day is it today and other secrets…
What they didn’t tell me was that I would not remember what day it is. Very bad, since I lost a bet thinking that friday is still 2 days away… Yet it is thursday today. I mentioned before that I forget things, yet it is not only forgetting, it is also “forgetting” logical steps or logical thinking. So if you want to make soup having lots of painkillers, write sugar on the sugar pot and salt on the salt pot…
Dec
26
2006
The liver cancer survival rate is as big as the chance you spotting a red nose on the reindeer on the left… Yes, you actually need a miracle… Yet isn’t that what Christmas is all about, holidays, miracles? Anyway, seems no miracle for me this Christmas. yet happy that 2 of my 3 children managed to be around, number 3 is too busy as usual and I wish for him he can enjoy his old ripe age better than I did. But he surely should take care about his health and his life first, as he should know by now that liver cancer seems to run a bit in our family and with the treatments for cancer sound like there are cures for cancer, yet for a metastatic liver cancer: these so called treatments for cancer are merely beating the symptoms of cancer.
In the beginning receiving the bad news being diagnosed with liver cancer, I was quite surprised with 1 of my children. I have 3 of them and 1 is always ready to battle everything. Now exactly this one was not jumping into his "army mode" to cure my cancer, not like Bush would battle Saddam
Yet both he and Bush had a similar motivation: they will battle what they are sure about that they can win. Saddam was piece of cake, liver cancer is not when you read about the liver cancer survival rate. I wonder if all the money spend in Iraq would have been spend in looking for a cure for cancer, how this liver cancer survival rate would go up ?
Dec
23
2006
Yesterday I woke up vomiting, just a few minutes before my next dose of painkiller has to be taken. I was the whole day in bed, so yesterday the "metastatic liver cancer" was winning over quality of life 
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