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Lord of Pain

Lord of pain…, Lord of cancer… My believe in the Lord has been scattered a lot since father is suffering from secondary liver cancer.

Personally I find the Lord a big coward for not wanting to show us where the primary cancer is. Why are we not at least given a fair chance to beat the cancer?

Disney World Vacation

Today we took father on a vacation: not to Disney World, but we visited:

Father was exhausted after his visits, yet it seemed like a day well spend. Not like the endless running around in the house, not knowing what to do (father was much more an outdoor person).

Cancer | Disney | Lord?

So what is the connection between our Lord, Disney and cancer? Well, I just read Colin Sullivan’s post about his Crip Trip Disney World vacation: how he thanks the Lord gave him the strength to go to Disney in the first place.

Colin lives with chronic pain after 3 back-surgeries and writes about his life in Chronic Pain Lifestyle.

Similar in Colin’s life and father’s life there are 2 options:

It sounds like choosing between a rotten fish and a rotten egg to me, but it showed on father’s face that what I think is wrong. Similar how Colin doubted himself: should I go or should I stay… and after he went: Hmmm, I will do it again.

Young and the restless

Restless: in father’s case: running around without a purpose in the house must make him freaking mad ("restless" they call it in decent medical terms, Risperdal they call the solution).

Yet the fresh air in a cold yet sunny ‘spring-day’ today and visiting 3 different places has much more benefits and not a single restless symptom.

As said before:

a cancer patient likes the things he did before he got the cancer.

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3 Responses to “Lord of Pain”

  1. Stomach Cancer Symptoms » Stomach Cancer Story on June 9th, 2008 2:20 pm

    [...] read this stomach cancer story at our metastatic liver cancer site. It seems to be written by a medical student and it is one of the rare stomach cancer stories [...]

     
  2. azrin on February 25th, 2007 8:47 pm

    I see my grampa from a small tumor to the stomach, till it spread to colon,colorectal,lung, and finally, heart cancer.

    It’s very very painful,even with the morphine. At times, it’s very painful for the medical staff to bear seeing this agony.

    Good luck my friend

    Azrin
    http://www.azrin.net

  3. Metastatic Liver Cancer on February 22nd, 2007 1:03 am

    [...] [Metastatic liver cancer] [Secondary liver cancer] [Where is your liver] [Metastatic liver cancer facts] [Liver cancer survival rate] Contact-email (replace [at] with @ ): mystory [at] metastaticlivercancer.org « Lord of Pain [...]

     

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